happy halloween

i can't believe october is almost over. it came and left so fast. like a lover you want over and over again, but you're lucky to see once a year. i fucking love october.

this morning was a good morning. it is really really gorgeous outside today i love it. i had a really nice nap followed by a sick shower in the afternoon. a perfect way to send out october.

my mind is kind of all over the place today.
i went to bed really early last night, because i was tired (of what? no idea)... but then i woke up reaaaaal early to the taste of anxiety. Hm...

anyway, this has been day two, that i have been out of my home without a real bra. I either wear that gold bandeau thing, or the triangle top underneath my clothes. Hey, as long as im not busting out, im cool with it.

where is your thinking spot?
mine is on the bus, in my bed, and in the shower.
today when i was riding the bus, i came to the conclusion that i am a very greedy, possessive person. i dont like sharing at all.
then when i got into the shower i thought that, i am a very jealous person, and that i throw out attachments and yank them back like yoyos
then i got into my bed, and thought that... i love really hard.
thats a lot of thinking.