there are no sheets on my bed. i slept in a sheetless, pillowcaseless bed last night. its an odd morning. i dont feel like myself at all.
last night i was drained. i have no idea why... well im lying, i know exactly why.
i was really sad last night, so i ate a lot... too much.
i dont think im gonna eat today.
i am anticipating a loss soon. i dont know why. but im already building up walls.
i am going soft, and its killing me.
- ► 2009 (156)
- happy halloween
- running on empty
- nude suits
- sao paulo
- never been fucked in the game, i'm celibate
- n***as aint shit
- dear you
- the backup plan
- don't speak (cuz your mind is amazing)
- oh mawlma
- that last post
- tra la la
- sinning on sundays
- a vicious cycle
- broken blood vessels
- wife swap!
- i dont usually like beyonce
- moonlight sonata
- you you you
- i tried an italian soda today. sooo good.
- im at home tonight reading & crying & breathing. ...
- rich girls
- i am a very jealous person. territorial. one of my...
- mighty fucking scotland
- acid reflux
- fuck that nword
- i was feeling extremely sick this morning... i hun...
- my american apparel boyfriend who goes to my schoo...
- let them eat cake!
- blogging via my new desk, which i built... almost ...
- definitely not the 00's
- i want to be free
- third floor mac lab
- its not over
- ▼ October (41)