stay with me, this is what i need... please?

my eyes are tired and i wouldn't go as far as to say my heart is broken.. but is definitely tattered, and mangled with. as good as this year has been to me, i am very much sick of it and cant wait for the new year to roll in.

the only thing that i like about new years is the fact that it gives people a chance to "start fresh," but whether people actually do, is another topic in of itself. i dont necessarily need to start fresh, but i do need to get my shit together. My dreams recently have been haunted by school work, and future plans... i dont like to be an stressed wreck in my dreams as well.

i should probably list my resolutions. (sad to say, half of them will be repeats of years past... but whatevsss)

• lose weight, obviously
• eat healthier
  
• do crazy amazing in school
• dont skip classes
• print out lecture notes
• go to extra help, every week
• start studying from home
• stop biting my nails
• work on reducing stress and anxiety
• gain self-esteem and confidence
• stop getting jealous
  
• save my paychecks
• make time for those that matter
• start volunteering
• cut off anyone unnecessary
• become a hermit
• become anti-social
  
• be the EVE to someones WALL-E <3

i'll add more as i think of them.

thank you disney, i am in love with a robot now.