happy thanksgiving.

this year im thankful for my sanity, what little i have left.

this years thanksgiving, pretty bomb. close family, as always. food spread was soooo serious. classic set up. turkey, veggies, mashed taters, bread... stuffing, omg stuffing. usually turkey is dry, but this year... lemme just say... it was bomb as helllllll.... juicy, like biggie status almost. so good. uncles and aunts were stoked. it wasnt even the end of the night, till all that was left was a carcass in shambles. mom saved just enough turkey scraps for her "day after" turkey soup. ill be excited to eat that in a few hours.

after i have a mental breakdown, the silence that rings in my head is always a good opportunity to reflect. i'm going to get through this, things will turn out okay. things may be different, and unexpected... but things will turn out okay. i can do without. i can do.

i am such a bipolar pessimist-optimist