empty

there are no sheets on my bed. i slept in a sheetless, pillowcaseless bed last night. its an odd morning. i dont feel like myself at all.

last night i was drained. i have no idea why... well im lying, i know exactly why.

i was really sad last night, so i ate a lot... too much.

i dont think im gonna eat today.

i am anticipating a loss soon. i dont know why. but im already building up walls.

i am going soft, and its killing me.