a drunken decision

although you are removed from my online social networks, phone, and all else... you are not removed from my life. if you are upset, i understand. what happened to us was unfortunate. tragic even. however things happen. i can only look forward and deal with what was dealt to me. hopefully we'll come back together at a later point in time. of this i am sure, because i cannot imagine life without you in it. until then, continue enjoying life as you have been. if things never revert back to how they used to be... its okay... i'll be okay.

if you ever need anything... despite our current distance... i am here for you always. you have never lost your priority, although we have lost touch. i know you will probably never come to me, because it was never your way, but the invitation still stands and i will never remove that option.

i can only hope you are doing well.

see you soon

love always, carla.