i was fiending to listen to this song yesterday when i was at central but youtube was being so slow, so i decided to listen to it on myspace. I searched for it under myspace music... but couldnt find the Chicago version.
I found this version instead...
Just as dope. Cameo voice by Peter Cetera, so srssss.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
off with your head
im writing up notes, and this is taking forevaaaaaah.
check the new yeah yeah yeahs track, its pretty effective.
i've been listening to the same songs over and over... they're just too good.
heres a list of a few.
10:56 am edit
cureent blogging via SE2074, aka organic chemistry
the class has yet to start.. it starts at 11:10.
listening to the yeah yeah yeahs, the song is so good. i cant get over it.
the yeah yeah yeahs - heads will roll
after class, my 1cw bus comes at 12:16, then im off to pick up my car at tita emma's house, and then, im picking up aimee and aj (who i havent seen in so freaking long... dare i say, this whole new year?) and we're going to cora's for breakfast. We havent done this in such a long time. im excited. the rules basically are... if im driving, i dont have to pay for food :) im obviously down.
I checked the weather and temperature for today on my mac... and it says +10 degrees! even though the forecast says theres gna be some rain... i love rain, so its all hood. (no thats not a typo). weather change = wardrobe change. so stokeddddddddddd, so srsssssss.
def ready for some loud ass outfits. jessica knows, we're dressing hella tacky this summer. leggings as pants, long tees as dresses, mad necklaces for adornment. so excited.
sidenote: i havent worked out all week. i need to go. i have a feeling all my progress is gonna turn to shit :( working out is so necessary esp if i wanna dress the way i wanna. being fat and those kinds of clothes....uh uh, not cute.
anyway this is song is doing it right now.
check the new yeah yeah yeahs track, its pretty effective.
i've been listening to the same songs over and over... they're just too good.
heres a list of a few.
- flo-rida - right round
- tamia - so into you
- luther vandross - this house is not a home
- my american heart - tired and uninspired
- the fray - you found me
10:56 am edit
cureent blogging via SE2074, aka organic chemistry
the class has yet to start.. it starts at 11:10.
listening to the yeah yeah yeahs, the song is so good. i cant get over it.
the yeah yeah yeahs - heads will roll
after class, my 1cw bus comes at 12:16, then im off to pick up my car at tita emma's house, and then, im picking up aimee and aj (who i havent seen in so freaking long... dare i say, this whole new year?) and we're going to cora's for breakfast. We havent done this in such a long time. im excited. the rules basically are... if im driving, i dont have to pay for food :) im obviously down.
I checked the weather and temperature for today on my mac... and it says +10 degrees! even though the forecast says theres gna be some rain... i love rain, so its all hood. (no thats not a typo). weather change = wardrobe change. so stokeddddddddddd, so srsssssss.
def ready for some loud ass outfits. jessica knows, we're dressing hella tacky this summer. leggings as pants, long tees as dresses, mad necklaces for adornment. so excited.
sidenote: i havent worked out all week. i need to go. i have a feeling all my progress is gonna turn to shit :( working out is so necessary esp if i wanna dress the way i wanna. being fat and those kinds of clothes....uh uh, not cute.
anyway this is song is doing it right now.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
wild vines 2.5 party
you know you're G, when you steal a cup, walking into genetics, then in the back of the lecture hall... pour wine into it, and get your drank on. so srsssss
information & loans
in regards to last night's crying:
being that this morning i woke up feeling perfectly fine, not sad, or confused or whatever. i have decided that my crying was due to multiple things, some of which include:
being that this morning i woke up feeling perfectly fine, not sad, or confused or whatever. i have decided that my crying was due to multiple things, some of which include:
- someone's words making me feel a bit shitty
- temporary feelings of loss
- the fact that i had two midterms, both of which i didnt do jack shit for. On top of that, the two above reasons somewhat preventing me from studying = stresssssssss
- past experiences that have resurfaced because now i had a chance to let everything out
Anyone who knows me, knows that i love crying. It's a feeling i hate, but enjoy. You feel like shit going through it, but eventually it all feels better. When i think about it, me crying last night was stupid... but i think my body needed to go through with it anyway, just because these past few weeks, months have been hectic.
to a certain someone: you telling me what you did affected me. no one wants to ever hear that. you know me, and how i can appreciate truth... but that doesnt mean that i cant be hurt by it. Its the fact that the words were coming out of you, is why i think it shook me up a bit. I know you think before you say things... so what you say, is never any heat of the moment type of thing...which made things even worse. i feel like i made myself look pathetic in front of you, because i am not that girl to be begging you for a reason. I never want to be that girl. You should know, that i think very highly of you... and that the way certain things were said, made me feel as if i was less than what i am... or that i could be some psycho-crazy person with a really ugly side. even though your analogies were never personally directed to me, being that it was only you and i in the conversation, it is kind of hard to not try and apply the things you said to myself. I hope you can look past this, and not perceive me as that girl who seemed like i could have/sorta wanted to be with you... it isnt like that. i promise. i just felt like i needed to defend myself. the questions i asked, were hypothetical... i just like to know things.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
if i can get over it in a day or two.
it wasnt anything big.
now we wait.
my eyes are really sore. im going to dinner later tonight with my mom and dad... im scared they're gonna ask me whats wrong. thats always the worst.
just me being confused and emotional... no biggie
david meghan just walked into the library comp lab, and screamed out WUDDUP WUDDUP... best part of my day so far.
9:38 pm edit
dinner was fine.
thankfully my mom knew i was awake late, so she blamed the puff puff on the lack of sleep. i just took a shower, my eyes are refreshed. my stomach is full for the first time today, and hell yeah im drinking tonight.
it wasnt anything big.
now we wait.
my eyes are really sore. im going to dinner later tonight with my mom and dad... im scared they're gonna ask me whats wrong. thats always the worst.
just me being confused and emotional... no biggie
david meghan just walked into the library comp lab, and screamed out WUDDUP WUDDUP... best part of my day so far.
9:38 pm edit
dinner was fine.
thankfully my mom knew i was awake late, so she blamed the puff puff on the lack of sleep. i just took a shower, my eyes are refreshed. my stomach is full for the first time today, and hell yeah im drinking tonight.
so why do you waste my time
just a bit crushed... but thats understandable
we knew this would happen eventually...
so it's fine
you know this is going to be really hard, right?
any form of goodbye is rough.
you're right. people change.
know this. i cried a bit. you should not feel bad. you did me a favor.
the nelly furtado one is better. but this is still effective.
we knew this would happen eventually...
so it's fine
you know this is going to be really hard, right?
any form of goodbye is rough.
you're right. people change.
know this. i cried a bit. you should not feel bad. you did me a favor.
the nelly furtado one is better. but this is still effective.
Monday, February 23, 2009
"just block him and blog about it"
That The Fray song is stuck in my head.
I've come to the conclusion i wasted my reading week. I read like two things. It's okay. Why is it so hard to buckle down and actually do work. Im starting to dread working under the conditions of stress. I always used to say I work better under pressure... but this is too much. On top of that, I'm the kind of person, who either a) goes crazy and cries because of stress, aka has a traumatic breakdown along with the stress turning into physical symptoms or b) doesnt give a fuck, and just sleeps all the stress away. Hopefully i can keep it all together this week.
God. Buddah. Allah. Higher power of some sort. Give me strength to get through wednesday.
I was thinking about that episode of Secret Life of an American Teenager, where the asian girl was talking about how a large percentage of teens or whatever, arent satisfied with their sex lives. Which got me thinking about my sex life... I would say, I am pretty content with my sex life atm. But if i did have to make changes to make it better... i would increase the frequency of activity, and tell my partner to DO WORK. that is all.
Currently at the library of UTM. my orgo class got cancelled. just sitting and reading. bobby diaz is next to me. this was not planned. just happened. Thanks to Calvin, im listening to tupac. I dont like spelling tupac like 2pac. I like letters over numbers.
im developing this thing, where i dont wanna talk about people i dont know, or basically dont care for.
if you could host an orgy party, who would you invite?
My Guestlist
- James Franco
- Brandon Flowers
- Ryan Gosling
- Brad Pitt
- Brendon Urie
- Chris Brown (i dont care... shut up)
- Ed fucking Westwick
- Mark-Paul Gosselaar
- Johnny Depp
- Heath Ledger
- Dr McDreamy
- Dr McSteamy
- Christian Bale (pref right after he had a breakdown... angry sex)
That's gonna be a long night.
because it's Katy Perry & and all Girl Group.
holy fuck, if they dont win... someone is gonna die.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
i made out with 2 people in this car!
random thought.
as sick as it is, it's flattering to know people would fuck you. haha, i mean its comical, and depending who admits to wanting to throw down with you... can def boost up your self esteem.
i remember in highschool, whenever i was talking to someone, and the conversation got a bit dry, i'd always liven the conversation up with "so... who would you fuck?" Depending on the person i was questioning i could kind of feel out who they'd say yes, no or maybe too. The best, is when you get an answer you were totally not expecting. or when its the big elephant in the room, and you're wondering if they're going to name your name next? ha. good times good times.
just saying.
btw: i love candice b brooks. hopefully it'll be double trouble tonight. i'll be waiting by my blackberry <3
as sick as it is, it's flattering to know people would fuck you. haha, i mean its comical, and depending who admits to wanting to throw down with you... can def boost up your self esteem.
i remember in highschool, whenever i was talking to someone, and the conversation got a bit dry, i'd always liven the conversation up with "so... who would you fuck?" Depending on the person i was questioning i could kind of feel out who they'd say yes, no or maybe too. The best, is when you get an answer you were totally not expecting. or when its the big elephant in the room, and you're wondering if they're going to name your name next? ha. good times good times.
just saying.
btw: i love candice b brooks. hopefully it'll be double trouble tonight. i'll be waiting by my blackberry <3
Saturday, February 21, 2009
diamond like precision
yeah, reading week isnt so much for reading.
still have so much to do.
trying to get this one chapter of soc done before work.
yesterday started off productive, until i took a 5 hour break watching keeping up with the kardashians... so yeah basically... i need to do everything tonight and sunday. Ugh.
i made a new ring tone. It's actually quite shocking when you hear it, but understandable if you know me. i made 2 :)
so as you know, i deleted my facebook. However, i use my sisters fb sometimes. But when i use my sister's fb.... i can only creep on Krystle, Calvin, Karim, Jeffrey and Sica. but that's pretty much all i did when i had my own FB anyway.
i took a bubble bath last night, it was sooo sick.
totally did not know there was a bath and body works already open at Erin Mills Town Center.
everytime i look at my couch i kind of laugh.
so last night this creepy guy who i used to talk to (never dated, never fucked, never gave head to... thank god.... homeboy was a psycho) msgd me, because of my msn comment which read "you just can beat 32 D's" (ala Katy Perry, im a 34 D).
i knew he wasnt gna keep the conversation very clean, and that eventually he would ask me what my plans were for the night, and that i should come over. Which, as if right on cue, he did. I asked my homegyal james what the hell do i say?
eventually, i just told him No thanks, im good. He later tried to hook me up with one of his "friends" who apparently has no game with girls, but knows how to work a vagina... I told him i was content with my current vag operator. James told me to tell him, that he should stop doubting his Dad's skills.
still have so much to do.
trying to get this one chapter of soc done before work.
yesterday started off productive, until i took a 5 hour break watching keeping up with the kardashians... so yeah basically... i need to do everything tonight and sunday. Ugh.
- chem discussion section - ~1.5
- chem prelab - ~1.5
- soc readings - 5 hrs
- phl readings - >6 hrs
- one chapter of mutants - 1.5 hrs
i made a new ring tone. It's actually quite shocking when you hear it, but understandable if you know me. i made 2 :)
so as you know, i deleted my facebook. However, i use my sisters fb sometimes. But when i use my sister's fb.... i can only creep on Krystle, Calvin, Karim, Jeffrey and Sica. but that's pretty much all i did when i had my own FB anyway.
i took a bubble bath last night, it was sooo sick.
totally did not know there was a bath and body works already open at Erin Mills Town Center.
everytime i look at my couch i kind of laugh.
so last night this creepy guy who i used to talk to (never dated, never fucked, never gave head to... thank god.... homeboy was a psycho) msgd me, because of my msn comment which read "you just can beat 32 D's" (ala Katy Perry, im a 34 D).
i knew he wasnt gna keep the conversation very clean, and that eventually he would ask me what my plans were for the night, and that i should come over. Which, as if right on cue, he did. I asked my homegyal james what the hell do i say?
James says: (12:09:27 PM)
Be like sry
James says: (12:09:50 PM)
I fuck on the first date and watching a movie is not a date neither is yoga
carla says: (12:10:04 PM)
i should be like, the last time we did that, you fingered me, and it sucked... and i dont want to reexperience that
James says: (12:10:19 PM)
LOOOOOOOL!!!!
eventually, i just told him No thanks, im good. He later tried to hook me up with one of his "friends" who apparently has no game with girls, but knows how to work a vagina... I told him i was content with my current vag operator. James told me to tell him, that he should stop doubting his Dad's skills.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
making porn
omg its thursday. today will be spent in isolation and doing actual work.
things to do today
things to do today
- read to chapter 5 of mutants
- do a bit of write up for chem lab
- do a bit of note rewriting of soc
- do a bit of reading for psychoanalysis
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
family day
Spent Family Day watching Paul Blart: MallCop
pictures :)
the pictures commence
on the way to toronto... etobicoke to be technical :)
leather crue
mumszies and andrea
post mallcop. my face kills me here. im still fat... 20 more pounds to lose! <3
she made fun of me taking a pic infront of the theatre, but look she has one too
cute
cuter
very cute!
pictures :)
the pictures commence
on the way to toronto... etobicoke to be technical :)
leather crue
mumszies and andrea
post mallcop. my face kills me here. im still fat... 20 more pounds to lose! <3
she made fun of me taking a pic infront of the theatre, but look she has one too
cute
cuter
very cute!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
gotta put these chicken heads in their place.
i deleted my facebook, because i got angry whenever i saw someone i didnt like.
i dont like feeling angry.
thus facebook needed to go.
i would like to become as anti-social as i am in my head... damn thats really anti-social.
Honestly, as much as i hate Olivia on The City... i admire her for knowing she is better than everyone else, and how she has the balls to say whatever the fuck she wants, especially, when she told Whitney how she didnt want to know about the drama of other people. I actually do wanna be like her. New Goal.
i dont like feeling angry.
thus facebook needed to go.
i would like to become as anti-social as i am in my head... damn thats really anti-social.
Honestly, as much as i hate Olivia on The City... i admire her for knowing she is better than everyone else, and how she has the balls to say whatever the fuck she wants, especially, when she told Whitney how she didnt want to know about the drama of other people. I actually do wanna be like her. New Goal.
im not going to apart of some love triangle
i must have been all sorts of exhausted last night. because after i put in that last load of laundry in the washer... i came up to my room and passed the eff out.
last night was really weird. The house was empty. I didnt have anything planned. And it basically felt like i was living alone. I came home, did laundry, ate salad over the kitchen sink, popped in a movie and went to bed. I missed almost all the phone calls i received on my phone... and seldom replied on msn.
The independent living carried on to this morning. in which i still had a few more loads of laundry. the house was dead. mom was at work, sister sleeping over at my cousins, and my dad sleeping... which pretty much meant the house was dead and empty. I havent spoken a word out loud yet. I am eating ramen noodles for breakfast.
lol i realize that my night, and early morning sound really sad in text, but not gonna lie... i wouldnt mind feeling this sense of independence, everyday. The whole idea of being able to hear all my thoughts, and not having to answer to anyone is one that makes me feel more at ease.
Last night when i was alone to my thoughts, in a pitch black room, and a cold breeze coming in from a fully open window... i went through various scenarios in my head... which further validated that i am a greedy, selfish, self-centered, hateful little bitch...sometimes. i took a deep breath, and went to sleep.
I just finished watching The City. I hate Olivia, and i wished that Whitney would have torn her a new one.
Eeks its Sunday.
last night was really weird. The house was empty. I didnt have anything planned. And it basically felt like i was living alone. I came home, did laundry, ate salad over the kitchen sink, popped in a movie and went to bed. I missed almost all the phone calls i received on my phone... and seldom replied on msn.
The independent living carried on to this morning. in which i still had a few more loads of laundry. the house was dead. mom was at work, sister sleeping over at my cousins, and my dad sleeping... which pretty much meant the house was dead and empty. I havent spoken a word out loud yet. I am eating ramen noodles for breakfast.
lol i realize that my night, and early morning sound really sad in text, but not gonna lie... i wouldnt mind feeling this sense of independence, everyday. The whole idea of being able to hear all my thoughts, and not having to answer to anyone is one that makes me feel more at ease.
Last night when i was alone to my thoughts, in a pitch black room, and a cold breeze coming in from a fully open window... i went through various scenarios in my head... which further validated that i am a greedy, selfish, self-centered, hateful little bitch...sometimes. i took a deep breath, and went to sleep.
I just finished watching The City. I hate Olivia, and i wished that Whitney would have torn her a new one.
Eeks its Sunday.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
i dont understand the concept behind a "private blog"
that kind of goes against the whole point of having a blog, dont you think?
you make a blog, so people can read it. not so only some people can read it.
if you wanna privatize things... theres livejournal for that stuff.
I have both. Im smart.
I'm working at not caring what people think about me. It's getting better I must say. I should also mention, that I am working on, trying not to let little things get to me. Thats a bit rougher... but its a working progress. Def progress.
So at Bikini Village, there's an on-going thing between me and two of my coworkers in which we smack each others bums. Our manager has no clue how much sexual harassment is going down at our store :) Honestly, i love the girls i work with. I hate working, but will gladly come if i know if my loves are there. Not to mention when I'm at work, since we're all slutty... i feel more at home <3 yeah thats right. LOL. eXXXchanging stories of what went down during the week is always fun. Gosh i love it there.
Oh yeah! my manager asked me if i lost weight. I replied, im trying. To which she said, I can tell... you look "a lot smaller" To which I did that KA-CHING hand gesture, and was like "omg yesssssssssss"
I think im gonna go workout tomorrow, go to the library and read and do my chem lab.
Anyway, i have come to the conclusion that i am crushing. I haven't crushed on a guy for a long while. It feels really weird.
Needless to say, I miss geodude.
that kind of goes against the whole point of having a blog, dont you think?
you make a blog, so people can read it. not so only some people can read it.
if you wanna privatize things... theres livejournal for that stuff.
I have both. Im smart.
I'm working at not caring what people think about me. It's getting better I must say. I should also mention, that I am working on, trying not to let little things get to me. Thats a bit rougher... but its a working progress. Def progress.
So at Bikini Village, there's an on-going thing between me and two of my coworkers in which we smack each others bums. Our manager has no clue how much sexual harassment is going down at our store :) Honestly, i love the girls i work with. I hate working, but will gladly come if i know if my loves are there. Not to mention when I'm at work, since we're all slutty... i feel more at home <3 yeah thats right. LOL. eXXXchanging stories of what went down during the week is always fun. Gosh i love it there.
Oh yeah! my manager asked me if i lost weight. I replied, im trying. To which she said, I can tell... you look "a lot smaller" To which I did that KA-CHING hand gesture, and was like "omg yesssssssssss"
I think im gonna go workout tomorrow, go to the library and read and do my chem lab.
Anyway, i have come to the conclusion that i am crushing. I haven't crushed on a guy for a long while. It feels really weird.
Needless to say, I miss geodude.
Friday, February 13, 2009
it's a beautiful day to save lives
fucking grey's anatomy. It's the crossover episode with Private Practice. i dont know, im not really into it right now... it isnt as good as the normal Grey's Anatomy. I know this because, i havent had the need to cry yet. Thats how i know its a good episode. Oh wait, it just got a bit interesting. I have goosebumps.
Oh, and Roll it Gal is playing :)
So i walked downstairs today, to my dad getting ready to leave for work, and my mom on the couch. I called out, as i walking down the stairs..."wuddup wuddup." To which my dad started laughing. I asked why he was laughing, and he said that I look exactly like my mom. I'm totally not offended. It's totally true.
this song reminds me of europe
Oh, and Roll it Gal is playing :)
So i walked downstairs today, to my dad getting ready to leave for work, and my mom on the couch. I called out, as i walking down the stairs..."wuddup wuddup." To which my dad started laughing. I asked why he was laughing, and he said that I look exactly like my mom. I'm totally not offended. It's totally true.
this song reminds me of europe
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
thats the way you like to fuck
so i'm compiling peoples top 5 songs on their ultimate playlist...
here are a few i snagged off people.
1. Chris Brown - Take You Down
2. Ludacris - Splash Waterfalls
3. MGMT - electric feel
4. Nas - Oochie Wally
5. Drake ft Robin Thicke - Teach You a Lesson
1. Avant - Making good loe
2. Lloyd - Feel so Right
3. Usher - Nice and Slow
4. Usher (No Lil Jon) - Lovers and Friends
5. Chris Brown - Take You Down
BONUS The Bloodhound Gang - Bad Touch
1. Janet Jackson - Would U Mind?
2. Ludacris - What's Your Fantasy
3. Jodeci - FreekN You
4. R Kelly - Bump N Grind
5. Chris Brown - Take You Down
update this later... homegirls got class
1. Mos Def - Sex Love and Money
2. Biggy - Fucking You Tonight
3. Sir Psycho - Sexy
4. RHCP - Havana Affair
5. Sublime - Chica Me Tipo
1. Maxwell - A Woman's Worth
2. J.Holiday - Bed
3. Ginuwine - Pony
4. Tenacious D - Fuck Her Gently
5. Justice - Waters of Nazareth
1. Chris Brown - Take You Down
2. J Holiday - Suffocate
3. Ja Rule - Body (the video is hot)
4. Justin Timberlake - Until the End of Time
5. Britney Spears - Gimme More
here are a few i snagged off people.
1. Chris Brown - Take You Down
2. Ludacris - Splash Waterfalls
3. MGMT - electric feel
4. Nas - Oochie Wally
5. Drake ft Robin Thicke - Teach You a Lesson
1. Avant - Making good loe
2. Lloyd - Feel so Right
3. Usher - Nice and Slow
4. Usher (No Lil Jon) - Lovers and Friends
5. Chris Brown - Take You Down
BONUS The Bloodhound Gang - Bad Touch
1. Janet Jackson - Would U Mind?
2. Ludacris - What's Your Fantasy
3. Jodeci - FreekN You
4. R Kelly - Bump N Grind
5. Chris Brown - Take You Down
update this later... homegirls got class
1. Mos Def - Sex Love and Money
2. Biggy - Fucking You Tonight
3. Sir Psycho - Sexy
4. RHCP - Havana Affair
5. Sublime - Chica Me Tipo
1. Maxwell - A Woman's Worth
2. J.Holiday - Bed
3. Ginuwine - Pony
4. Tenacious D - Fuck Her Gently
5. Justice - Waters of Nazareth
1. Chris Brown - Take You Down
2. J Holiday - Suffocate
3. Ja Rule - Body (the video is hot)
4. Justin Timberlake - Until the End of Time
5. Britney Spears - Gimme More
somos novios
today you really irritated me. just saying.
im listening to oldies... they remind me of my dad. when i hear my dad sing, or even listen to the music my dad loves... my heart drops, and i feel numb, warm and breathless. i actually feel like crying right now.
i love my dad.
love this song, btw
yeah its from the disney motion picture Shrek... do you wanna fight about it?
im listening to oldies... they remind me of my dad. when i hear my dad sing, or even listen to the music my dad loves... my heart drops, and i feel numb, warm and breathless. i actually feel like crying right now.
i love my dad.
love this song, btw
yeah its from the disney motion picture Shrek... do you wanna fight about it?
Sunday, February 8, 2009
teach me a lesson
someone fuck me to this song.
just saying.
im not a fan of Drake... but Robin Thicke on this track... makes me wanna get naked and frisky. JUST SAYNNN
just saying.
im not a fan of Drake... but Robin Thicke on this track... makes me wanna get naked and frisky. JUST SAYNNN
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
hating life.. as usual
i am so stressed. overwhelmed to the point that i want to just cry and give up.
i woke up this morning, felt the stress hit me like a truck... ran to the bathroom and threw up clear liquid (No I am not pregnant. I actually am on my period right now, thanks).
now as i type, my fingers are trembling. I'll be stuck in this cubicle for a while. I hate life.
Tomorrow after 5... going crazy for a bit... and then im off to study for my bloody organic chem shit.
I hate, hate, haaaate life.
this helps a bit
btw those RANDOM 25 facts things are starting to all sound the same. people trying to hype up their problems, how "quirky" they are. Shut the fuck up. Im sorry. Im just stressed.
i woke up this morning, felt the stress hit me like a truck... ran to the bathroom and threw up clear liquid (No I am not pregnant. I actually am on my period right now, thanks).
now as i type, my fingers are trembling. I'll be stuck in this cubicle for a while. I hate life.
Tomorrow after 5... going crazy for a bit... and then im off to study for my bloody organic chem shit.
I hate, hate, haaaate life.
this helps a bit
btw those RANDOM 25 facts things are starting to all sound the same. people trying to hype up their problems, how "quirky" they are. Shut the fuck up. Im sorry. Im just stressed.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
hate life
ugh. i have to make a drs appt.
so pissed.
still dont understand how this happens.
hopefully i can get something for this week.
im sleepy. edit this later.
so pissed.
still dont understand how this happens.
hopefully i can get something for this week.
im sleepy. edit this later.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
cuteness
last night my dad was singing a lionel richie song.
dad: you're once, twice... three times a lady
*and joins in carla*
dad & carla: and i looooove you
*mom joins in*
dad & carla & mom: yes, you're once, you're twice, three times a lady... and i loooove you. i love you.
i love my family
dad: you're once, twice... three times a lady
*and joins in carla*
dad & carla: and i looooove you
*mom joins in*
dad & carla & mom: yes, you're once, you're twice, three times a lady... and i loooove you. i love you.
i love my family
cute things
Abe says: (1:46:20 AM)
you belong in a polly pocket toy house thing
carla says: (1:46:44 AM)
omgggg
carla says: (1:46:46 AM)
thanks
Abe says: (1:46:52 AM)
http://z.about.com/d/toys/1/0/h/K/QuikClikBoutique.jpg <---------------
carla says: (1:46:54 AM)
thats like honestly such a compliment :)
edit edit
i went to bed at like 4 something ish... to wake up at 5:11 to my macbook open on my bed, and calvin saying he's going to bed. i closed my macbook, shoved it under my pillow and went to bed. i woke up not too long ago. took my 22nd birth control pill, aka the first pill without hormones in it, aka im getting my period this week. Im so excited. Is it weird that i love getting my period? maybe its because I have a fucking hella irregular cycle, and that getting a period is like presents on christmas morning to me. The longest time inbetween periods i have ever experienced was... 3, almost 4 months. thats fucked.
verdict about my first month on birth control?
it's pretty awesome. Other than some cramping i noticed during my second week of taking the pill... it's pretty much an over all success. I havent noticed any major mood swings, nor have i noticed any rapid weight gain *still crossing my fingers for weight loss!* Not to mention, a lot of stress is taken off my back :) yeah thats right. I mean shoot, i didnt pay 1 dollar for 3 months of BC to not have a little fun.. okay that was a little slutty.
im really craving lettuce eatery. i brought home a menu, and just looking at it makes me fucking hungry. i just went downstairs to ask my dad what he ate for breakfast... he said he had a banana. andrea came downstairs and overheard the conversation, and asked to go out. he asked where? and i said i really didnt care, im so hungry i'll eat mcdonalds. in five minutes we're eating at mcdonalds.
Holy fuck, its February.
you belong in a polly pocket toy house thing
carla says: (1:46:44 AM)
omgggg
carla says: (1:46:46 AM)
thanks
Abe says: (1:46:52 AM)
http://z.about.com/d/toys/1/0/h/K/QuikClikBoutique.jpg <---------------
carla says: (1:46:54 AM)
thats like honestly such a compliment :)
edit edit
i went to bed at like 4 something ish... to wake up at 5:11 to my macbook open on my bed, and calvin saying he's going to bed. i closed my macbook, shoved it under my pillow and went to bed. i woke up not too long ago. took my 22nd birth control pill, aka the first pill without hormones in it, aka im getting my period this week. Im so excited. Is it weird that i love getting my period? maybe its because I have a fucking hella irregular cycle, and that getting a period is like presents on christmas morning to me. The longest time inbetween periods i have ever experienced was... 3, almost 4 months. thats fucked.
verdict about my first month on birth control?
it's pretty awesome. Other than some cramping i noticed during my second week of taking the pill... it's pretty much an over all success. I havent noticed any major mood swings, nor have i noticed any rapid weight gain *still crossing my fingers for weight loss!* Not to mention, a lot of stress is taken off my back :) yeah thats right. I mean shoot, i didnt pay 1 dollar for 3 months of BC to not have a little fun.. okay that was a little slutty.
im really craving lettuce eatery. i brought home a menu, and just looking at it makes me fucking hungry. i just went downstairs to ask my dad what he ate for breakfast... he said he had a banana. andrea came downstairs and overheard the conversation, and asked to go out. he asked where? and i said i really didnt care, im so hungry i'll eat mcdonalds. in five minutes we're eating at mcdonalds.
Holy fuck, its February.
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