the day started by me waking up and writing in my livejournal while sipping some green tea. I made breakfast, and then waited for sica to come and get me. we voyaged to value village and talize and had had a few laughs. I tried on a purple jumpsuit, and boy was it not so flattering.

we had lunch at beaver and bulldog, and truth be told their wings are fire. We later went to sicas house and watched some same sex next. then it was off to pick up jesses dad. Booster juice first, then to the bank. I got dropped off at home to pick up my car and then we watched DARK KNIGHT. (FINALLY)

seriously, all the hype was not just hype. it was amazing. a-mazing. i left the theatre breathless. action packed and just oh my goodness freaking amazing! Im planning to watch it IMAX next week with mr. hutchinson.

PS: jeffrey is the coolest person ever.

post-it

so today i actually did something with my life, well with my day off. the day started off slow, but i did however get to do a few loads of laundry. Later in the afternoon i went out for a bit of exercise with my sister. We walked in a giant circle, and had a few laughs. The best thing about working out is feeling a bit sore afterward, especially the next day... or coming in a close second the cold shower once you reach home. Well both can be ranked as first or second, and can be interchangable.

hopefully i can stay committed to at least 3 workout days a week.

I have a load of laundry sitting on my bed waiting to be folded and put away. i will get to that later on tonight... probably after this blog.

my dear bestfriend caroline, and i are working similar shifts on saturday. she will be my ride to, and from. I am really excited. It's good to actually have one of my closest friends work with me in the mall. As much as i like working alone sometimes, on the days where my coworkers and i arent exactly clicking, i have someone else i can drop in on and speak with.

Coldplay is this thursday! me and sica are gonna head downtown a bit earlier, so she can get a refund on her catwoman shirt. I have a feeling, that for sure for sure i will be crying when chris martin opens his mouth. Fucking coldplay.

I dont think anyone reads this at all... its quite alright. Im out, laundry time.

to those readers out there: whats your fave coldplay song?

dropping a fifteen

eun is back. she brings the calm to work. she is awesome.

it is so akward working with someone you dont really click with. It's kind of like walking on eggshells. The long periods of silence can only get so numb, till they start to sting a bit.

I helped out a pair of bestfriends today at work. They ended up buying matching bathing suits for their vacation to jamaica, after the one got married. One purple, one blue. I got to show them my awesome Sarong tutorial, to which they both bought a sarong... One black, and because of my awesome skills, i got the bride to be to opt for a blue sarong, over a black. She liked it, her best friend liked it, i liked it. Another mission accomplished at BV.

Oh yeah american apparel is a liar! they were supposed to open today (monday) but were still boarded up like no tomorrow. Oh boy. Hopefully they will open soon.

I want to buy a sidekick really bad. like really really bad. Maybe even more than a macbook right now. If you kno anyone who is going to the states anytime soon, please let me know.

It seems like CJC will be going on a picnic this summer. aka this wednesday, it should be awesome.

let go

so, i have some issues with self esteem sometimes. I've been struggling with weight loss for a while now. In grade 11, and senior year of highschool... i lost alot of weight do to a vegetarian diet and yoga once a week, plus walking the 40 minute walk home almost everyday after school. I still thought i was a bit curvy, and couldnt help but lose a couple of more pounds. Truth be told, id do anything to get back to that weight. Then came first year of university. Bad food habits, poor sleeping habits, and no exercise... well i exercised a bit.. then came midterm or finals, and the exercise had ceased. blam 15 pounds.

ugh, i feel gross, and look gross.

its really starting to bug me now, cuz i cant fit into my grad dress anymore... nor can i even fit into shorts i could wear less than a year ago. to add insult to injury, emily tagged me in a europe photo... which opened pandoras box. I looked at all my pictures from senior year, esp euro pics... and boy was i a hottie mcdottie!

I hate my whole body in general... but im finding it so hard to get back on the exercising horse. yoga isnt the same when i do it alone. and walking just isnt really my thing. hmmm... i dont wanna disclose my weight on this thing... but lets just say it is a lot.

Im planning to lose 20-30 pounds. I might go back on a pescetarian diet, and maybe will even join a yoga studio. i posted my weight on a post it and tacked it onto my wall, just as a reminder to maybe motivate me. I also have 2 pictures of myself, when i was smaller and sexier (heeeeey)... that i posted on my mirror just to provide some added incentive.

Im going to log my progress... if not for you, for myself.

wish me luck!

via the porcelain throne

my fingernail isnt as bad as it was a day ago. last night was a bittersweet event. my cousins sometimes have poor party planning habits, it was a little bit of an inconvenience for my dad to drive the extra few minutes to my aunts house, because my cousins were at my OTHER cousins house. my dad was a little peeved at the fact that since me and my sister were guests at their house, we still had to bring money to probably pay for the majority of the dinner (which we later did). anywhoo, we got bubble tea and listened to my cousin.. and share opinions on her current boyfriend/love interest situation. She rolled some weed up in the car, and later smoked it on the drive to my cousins. Being in the backseat i couldnt help but get the little whiffs into my face. My sweater sleeve was the best filter i could find.

we got to my cousins house and broke the karaoke out and got a little drunk. we called 3 for 1 pizza, and ordered 40 wings deal.. had NO IDEA how much it cost, which pop we got, or what else came with the deal cuz as soon as we said 40 wings deal, and listed our number... blam, 3 for 1 pizza guy hung up. more karaoke and not too sure that we were even gonna get our food the fun went on. japanese liquor shots, tequila and chasers. wings came. a little drunk i got quiet, and went to the bathroom, and did my business, washed my hands and set my eye on this digital scale on the floor. being lame i stood on it... and did NOT like what i saw. I gained more weight... and it made me sick to see the number i was at. To be honest, ever since i saw that number every time i looked into the mirror i could see the number go to work.

I drank away my sorrows and ate more chicken wings. went to bed, woke up, watched some tv... went to my cousins for a barbeque. I watched the runs house marathon, and passed out for a good while. I got up, and bussed home... and am writing this now.

lock your phone

so aa isnt open yet. it should open in the following week.

i went to work today, sold some stuff. took a break, and learned about my coworkers a bit more.

a homie (well not really) got fired. it wasnt as amazing as i thought it was gonna be. i banged my nail on a hanger, and its throbbing, and making me type real slow. i learned a bit more why i hate girls who change for guys. such a sad thing. it pains me to type forreal... so im gna cut this short.

k peace

something special

so, i am too anxious to not write.

today is Saturday July 26th 2008.

it is currently 1:19 am.. i have work in less than 12 hours. i should be getting to bed. s'all goodie though. Tomorrow i am going to go to work a bit early, just so i can stop by american apparel for their grand opening at the mall i work at. Hopefully one of my bestfriends (Caroline) is working tomorrow... just so i can say she helped me. Oh sales, how i love thee. It's gonna be sweet. I think i will be at american apparel every time i am on break.. and the staff there is gonna hate me. I should start taking bets on how long it will take me to get sick of the stuff.... i hardly doubt it, cuz i love plain things... tacky things. i think the biggest problem i might have is the inflow of try hards, that it may (or may not) attract to the mall. Evs. Im still gonna apply there after a few good years at bikini village.

Oh yes, i am still trying to get sexy... but it isnt working. Im considering pescetarianism again, but it is just too darn hard.

Tonight is cousins night. I'm getting ready to get wasted.

I havent seen calvin in a while. i miss the lad to be quite honest. He's probably off sleeping, or youtubing, making fun of ugly people, stalking beautiful people or doing something unproductive, or writing something sick. Since he is a facebook creep, he probably saw my blog link posted on my profile... and came here to read... and read it. Assuming Calvin reads this, and im thinking the chances of that are highly likely im just gna say, Hi Cal. He's just one of those people i can't get sick of. I thought i could get sick of him... but i guess not. He's lucky that way. Im lucky that way. Anywho, calvin if you read this, what the eff... i havent opened my disturbia DVD in a good maybe YEAR... gosh, make some movements. okay bye, i love you.

July is almost over its scary. I should try and sleep. Someone is getting fired tomorrow!

hello world!

hey lovely(s).

this is my first entry on this bad boy, and considering it is 1.02 am, im not sure whether to write about yesterday, or the upcoming day.

Rather, i have a better idea.
This entry will be an intro to all the good juiciness that is yet to come!

This blog will include:

• carla's day-to-day
• recollection of important events
• reminders of upcoming events
• likes & dislikes
• ranting and raving
• pictures!
• as well as videos from my youtube channel

I cant wait to start blogging. This will be different from livejournal. Im gonna keep livejournal friends only... but feel free to add me (: http://carbonell.livejournal.com